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Listening to "Solo" by Demi Lovato [AMAZING!]Before: Passed on a inspiring message/video
So, As it says, before this I watched a really inspiring video with an amazing message. But I need to say something before I post it.
Many times nowadays, it doesn't have to be someone I know, but so many girls I see that [are younger!!!] or older than me or even MY age, unmarried, not even out of school, have had sex. And even those who have graduated both school and college, but couldn't find their place in this world, they take what God made them and turn it into something disastrous, vile, torn apart.
I see many women are prostitutes and strippers now, but not only to make a living, to just entertain. It's great you want to 'flaunt what you've got' but is this really what you were made to do? I can't tell anyone to what and what not to do, but I just don't think anyone belongs in that position. I send this message to mosly teenage girls my age, as well as women older than me, adults, married, unmarried, ect.
Many people I know don't believe in God, they don't follow him, they never [or even want to] experience his love. It leaves me thinking really, how can you say something isn't real when you never even bothered to just stop for a minute and listen? If I try to share my faith with those against God, or Satanic, and I want them to come with me to Church to just share my faith and I want them to go home and think. They don't have to change, but I just want them to stop for a moment, but whenever I try they always say stuff like "PROVE God isn't real. You are an IDIOT for believing in such a mythical being." I just walk away and forget it. I pray for them, I just wish they knew what they were missing out on.
But if you, reading this blog, little do you know, and me too, that you aren't missing out. God is always with you, he loves you, protects you. Life goes on, you may shun him out of you life but he still loves you. I'm not asking you to be a Christian after this, or to go to a church. You have your own beliefs, can I please just share my story with you? I just want to teach others about Gods love and how he works in many ways. The hardest times can be the best blessings in disguise, you just have to dig through the rough to find the diamonds.
Being a teenager, like myself, it is the hardest time in my life so far. So many complications have come my way, when I thought I'd never make it out alive, I thought I would never be happy ever again. I thought I was just going to wake up the next day and just die alone and depressed. That time lasted from 5 months, to a year. I would pray, and ask God for advice, to make all of this and the people causing it to just go away. Did they leave? They didn't. I considered suicide at one point. I thought God wasn't just listening or hearing me.
But I was wrong.
Everything bad that happened and when everything felt worse and I felt like I was the victim in everything going on, it was all a learning experience. I put my faith in God, and I let him hold me, and I had to work through it on my own, but my Guardian Angel, Jesus Christ was always right behind me. Evidently, everything cleared up. I do go Solo most of the time, but I know I'm not alone. And I know I'm not when I look at him, as well as 3 other people in my life.
What I'm trying to say is, that when you feel alone and when you feel like you can't go to anyone or anything, if you are against God, if you Satanist, if you are against all religions, if you try to prove me wrong, you can go ahead and keep your beliefs. But I am going to say that God always sends his blessing. He always has his hand in yours. He works through his son, Jesus. He loves you!
I say this to all my sisters, You are much higher than you sometimes think you are. You are not meant to use yourself and body for horrible things. I believe in marriage before sex, so you are forever stuck with your 'one' and it's not made for us to give our virginity to some stranger at the ages of 17 or 18. Your virginity is the most precious gift God has given you since your were born. I believe every girl has one special Man made for them, you may not know who it is when you see him, but feelings grow, and maybe we're destined to meet the wrong people before we meet the right person. He's out there, he's looking for his Princess. Even if you do give it to a man who changes his mind, God still loves you and he will for Eternity.
He does Love you
He always Protects you
And He wants to protect you.
HE WANTS TO PROTECT YOU, BEAUTIFUL SISTER!
You're all so incredibly talented in your own ways. You are the most precious Gift God has given your parents even if sometimes they get mad at you. Be it singing, acting, dancing, painting, writing, sports, ANYTHING. It can even be an academic class, you are all SO beautiful and amazing and even those I don't know I love you! And all I want in my life is to be heard. I focus all my hard work into my Music and my Acting, and it's gotten me farther than I thought it ever would.
I hate how most people see every Christians as Hypocritical, Ignorant, Judging people. Who are we to judge? We don't decide who goes to Heaven or Hell. Not all of us are like that. It depends on the person, and what they see in others. I listen to everyone, and I respect what they believe in. I see beauty and light in every heart that I pass.
Try to prove me wrong, say whatever you believe, I don't care if you don't believe in God, I know Religion and beliefs are whatever makes you happy. Did I ever say I was trying to change your mind? Absolutely not. Hate Me. But This is me. This is my heart speaking, Listen to it for at least 3 seconds. Because I made a commitment years ago that nobody or anything would stop me from trying to share and accomplish what I want to do in my life... to sing. To do what I love to do. And I encourage you everyday, go for it. Let nobody, let nothing, slow you down either. God is always there to catch you even if you trip but manage to get back up on your own. I can't predict your future for you, it's all an adventure and you hold the map. Find your way, and even if you don't know me, I'm there beside you the whole way up :)
Love, Sissy Jordy
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P.S.
Try listening to the song "Hallelujah" by Rufus Wainwright, it's a beautiful one and you'll love it.
For the Lord has plans for you... to prosper and not harm you.
(Jeremiah 29:19)